Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Ex
I broke up with my boyfriend in January. I decided to move away and fulfill my dreams, and he wants to stay in his home state. That's fine, but I'm at a point in my life where I need to make decisions for me right now, not us. We had our issues, but this was the biggest reason. I know in the long run I'll be happy knowing I went to follow my dream, but why do I still feel like such a b**** and feel horribly about the whole thing. When will I start feeling better?
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you'll feel better when you believe the words you say about making your life better and doing things for yourself, because unless you're whole heartedly doing what you said you're not going to feel better.
ReplyDeleteSorry this took WAY too long to respond to, not even sure if you are going to read/see this or not, but I want to answer anyway, and you are right. I have decided that this is what I want in my life, and have fully moved on from that ex (well as much as I will ever be able to). I feel so much better, and I have even started to see more and more things that were wrong in that relationship. I am so much happier that I am focusing more on my life, and if a guy fits into that, great, but I have decided to stop thinking about what is best for "us" and instead think about what is best for me right now. I am not ready to settle down yet, so the main focus should be what I want my life to be, and to find someone to compliment that.
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