Blind

Sometimes it's hard to get over things until someone is brave enough to come up and tell you that you're being stupid. I reacted over something of my boyfriend's, and my two best friends kind of flipped a s*** when I told them. One was more mad than the other....let's just say I'm happy she doesn't have his phone number... However another friend of mine at work told me how I was over reacting, and kind of just calmed me down. He was able to calmly explain things in a different point of view than I was thinking and made me realize something. I care too much about my boyfriend to let little things bother me.
On a happy note: I've decided a way to clear my head of drama and see new perspectives: WRITE MY BOOK!!! I'm now using different situations I'm in to help with it. I plan on hopefully writing 3. One on each year in high school (freshman year is in a junior high in my district). It will be interesting... I have so many stories to tell, and this could be some inspiration in my writing. Also, while I was mad at my boyfriend I wrote 2 paragraphs and my best friend said that it was written really well and she could see the pain behind the words. I can't wait to start digging through all of my old writings and to get started again. It was such a stress reliever that I don't know why I stopped. I can't wait to get started again!