The one place that I felt at home and safe in this state has now been tainted.

Ok so today I had my first senior women's theater meeting to plan traditions, spirit, and hang out with the other senior women. This should have been all fun and stuff right? Well it was till I got home. First off I didn't receive the text about the meeting that was sent the night before, instead my friend asked if I was going, but I didn't know anything about it. Fine. Whatever it's not hard to forget a name when you're sending out a group text. Then, at the meeting I found out there's a group for us but guess who was added. Everyone but me. This also would have been ok if this group hadn't started last May, and that no one, including my 2 best "friends", noticed that I was not in the group, and they had a few get togethers and sleepovers over the summer. I have never really been apart of the "in crowed" in the theater program, but neither had some of the other people that were on that group. I guess now I just feel like not a senior women and not really apart of the theater group anymore. The one place that I felt at home and safe in this state has now been tainted.